miss me for the past 20 days?

events happen here and there and im so lazy to update.
i miss blogging!!!
okay im done bye!

who dosen't love for someone to hold. who knows how to love you without being told.

i miss someone to manja with.

at the age of 17 plus.

yes i miss someone to manja with ):

nope. not being childish just i miss being a kid.

being pampered.

maybe im just in denial.

maybe the fact is i just miss someone

not anyone specific.

just someone.

who will layan me all day.

i duno whats wrong with me okay. just ignore me.

ouh god. i am soo sick. that stupid polyclinic just didnt let me in.so sad lahh. now i just have to
survive on panadol and strepsils. if really i caught swine flu. blame that stupid polyclinic. ):

okay i have a problem with control of my emotions. i totally cannot control them.i can cry while laughing i can cry when i see people cry i can cry when i hear people scream or i cry when i see something i dun like and i can also cry when u confront me face to face alone. hanisah hasim is like that. she cries all the time like a baby. so dun stop being mean when im crying, i know i can do it and go further. I will cry but i will still do what i have to do and what i can do. yes i know i'm stubborn to not go with my emotions. but if u realise following my emotions will just pull me down/back. I wont be able to do what i know i can do. my emotions are nothing but a barrier, my emotions are just nonsensical my emotions are just plain stupid. So if u see my cry, don't pity me, but do what u know u are suppose to. this apply not only to nick but everyone okay(: i promise i won't hate u, instead i'd thank u(:

honestly, i feel so empty, so feel me up with your emotions.

oh oh oh. i forgot to wish good luck and all the best for those auditioning for SINGAPORE IDOL! good luck babehs! u guys know i love ya! i want to see u guys in tv okay!

IMM AND JOURNALISTIC WRITING TEST is this upcoming week. and i have yet to start studying im just gonna die okay. DIE DIE DIE. i shall start tomorow k. afternoon study okayy.

kakak, please take care of your back and learn your lesson!(dun talk on the stairs with nadhirah) HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH.

hid, take care of ur voice. enjoy ur holidays okay. dun mug forever! go out have fun. MEET MEEEE(:

and to the rest of u people. if u guys are sick. please take care and visit the doctors alright(:
ill turn in now

nites peeplings(:

okay now i have solved my blog problem thank god. i changed my blogskin again because the previous one is like super sensitive if one code is gone, everything can't be seen. soooo irritating.

its been a long time since updated i know. alot of things have been happening let me update about DRAMA first. yes i am happy to say i got a role for production(: syukur alhamdullilah. Now about soundcard, it was fun today(: i am kinda sad though i think ive been spending too much time on dance and drama and neglected soundcard. i will make up for it okay soundcard(:
For dance, more routines are coming up and everything is getting more intensive. i wonder if i can cope. i will try my best though. ouh ouh ouh btw stage arts production is on 7 august which is sheila's birthday. So i guess we should like prepare a dare for the birthday girl huh.. nyehehhee

i have no time to read my books. I hardly have time to study for my tests and i am relying on coffee to be my companion for the late nights. and my decision to drop musical was right to juggle everything but i am quite sad though because it was a once in a lifetime chance. but what can i say? I am a human being who only has 24 out of 48 hours. haishhhh.

okay lahhh its super late already. i better turn in now. nights peeplings(: