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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
TO EVERYONE LIVING ON EARTH AND ON MOON!!
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LUVES..HANISAH

"P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)"
[verse 1]
Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
[verse 2]
Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you
Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you

i m so into this song..luv it so much..
muacks..love the lyrics..
all of u shud listen to it..
nites(:

todae...
it was damn boring..
nothing interesting...
juz cold..
k lah..i dun have the mood to blog..
gd nite..

i juz dun understand..
y everything is merepek to u...
i understand i m juz a nuisance to u..
n i shud juz take a step back n let u win in everything..
i understand..everything i sae is wrong...
n everything u sae is right..
i will now let u win in everything..
n juz die on the inside..
while being alive on the outside..
i understand everything now..
or maybe i juz dun..
onli u do right??

i m juz a useless n irritating freak..
i m juz a nuisance..
juz so stupid..
juz too dumb..
to understand..
y everything i do is merepek..
thank u..for making me realise my mistake..
iidiotic n useless me signing off..

i hate the phrase" ko jgn merepek lah"

nites...
todae..
went to joo chiat compleks..
returned my mums passport..

hmm..den went to the makan place there..
saw an accident...
the motorist was trying to avoid the women hu was jaywalking...
he got unlucky and feel of his bike...
he fractured his leg as i could see from far tat he could not move it..
the women hu was jaywalking i think got hit by the side..
so yar...the women was ok..but she couldn't stop crying....
den the pillion rider..was ok..he was comforting his fren...
so sad rite..
hiaz..
since everyone was ok...
there was no need for my help so i went off...
five minutes later..
heard the ambulance siren..
so pityful lah the rider..

nemai lah..hope he is fine..
den went to tampines mall giordano....
bought a new pair of jeans....
but send it for altering...TOO LONG!!
nemai lah..next week i will have to take it...
hmm..den bought ice cream...
went home by cab...
den..
dadidadidadi..
i slept...ZZZzzzzz..
woke up at six..
dadidadidadi...
my FAV UNCLE CAME!!
at 9.30 pm...
he was my onli uncle which colud really make me laugh....
so funi lah he...
i tell u...u sit with him..
can die..
die of laughing arh..
but his leg was swollen...
duno wat happen..
nemai lah..
toktoktoktok
laughlaughlaughlaugh...
he went home..at 11.15pm..
den...
went online...
den start to blog...
yup..
now is 12.30am..
i m now going to my sleep agn..
nites!!

dear mister "N"
i am so sorie...
i ignored u..i really do...
i ignored u coz i juz felt uncomfortable...
the way u treat me as a fren was like MORE than a fren..
u treated me well...
u understood me very well...
u gave me present on my birthdae...
but i juz ignored u...coz i was afraid...
i was afraid of falling for u...
when my heart was juz for mister "M"
i ignored u...coz i juz coulldn't stand all the teasing...
i juz couldn't stand it...
i ignored u coz...i juz didn't want to give u hopes...
i juz felt tat u wanted more...
u wanted us to be more than juz frenz...
i m sorie....
now u dun talk to me animore...
u juz seem to be quiet...
i m so sorie mister "N"
juz so sorie...
can sories build our friendship agn??
juz give me a chance to make up for ignoring u...
PLEASE???

well..
todae..was a tiring dae deh...
i woke up at 8.30 am..
bath...
eat...
vacuum the house as usual...
den...
11 am..got into outing dress...
11.30am..got out of house..
GUESS WHERE I M GOING???
JOHORE BAHRU...
onli to take my mum's dress...
tell u both of us slept on the bus till woodlands checkpoint from rochor..
my head was on my mums shoulder..
n my mums head was on the right side of my head...
SO TOUCHING RITE...
den..
reach larkin...
mum went for prayers...
i waited at the shop...
played game on my mums phone...
coz i was damn bored lah...
den...
mum came back...
went to eat mee rebus first...
SUPER NICE MAN!!!
1st tyme i finish a bowl of mee rebus...
my mum was like...
"nisah..u finish the mee rebus?? u neva finish mee rebus b4..."
i juz laughed..
took the dress..
dadidadidadi...
reach home...
haven't even change...
dad ask us out to mustafa centre...
i was like YEY!! WE R GOING OUT AGN!!
mum was like DO WE HAVE TO????
LOL
but the three of us still went..
dadidadidadi...
nothing interesting happened..
went home by train...
mum kept on laughing...
i oso laughed lah...
coz dad lah..he made up funi stories..
nemai...went out of train at hougang...
coz dad SUPER HUNGRY..me too..hehex..
it was like 10.30pm...
nemai lah..
i ate fried kyaw teow....NICE...
shared with mum...
so swit rite...
den..
finish eating..went home..
by cab....
the taxi drver was like SIR WHERE R U GOING??
dad was like COMPASSVALE ST SENGKANG...DO U KNOW WHERE??
the taxi driver was like IN SINGAPORE RITE??
I BURST OUT LAUGHING!!!
den....
went home lor..
nothing special..
hmm..
but really tiring dae lah...
oh ya..

when i was going home from the woodlands checkpoint from johore...
i took 950 den 161...
so UNLUCKY...
i sat beside sum1 hu has my previous phone which i lost lah...
NOKIA 6111...
REMIND ME OF 26NOV..THE DAE I LOST MY PHONE..SOBSOB
so SAD RITE!!

AIYAH!!
nemai lah..i lost phone..muz live without it lor..
sianz...so sad rite...so dumb of me lah...
k aniwae..
nitesnites guyz...
ZZzzzzz......
smilex(:

sorie deh..
yesterdae neber blog..i forgot u see..
hiaz..sian arh..

todae..as usual stay at home n take care of my two nephews...
everything went well but it is damn boring lah...
nothing interesting happen...sad

aniwae..i kept singing tis verse..
pelita..
hatimu disini..
bersama memori..
ku sambut dengan gembira riang dan ceria..

but i juz duno the song man...
so sad rite..haiz sianz..
aniwae...i duno y lah...
but when i heard tat song played on the radio...
automatically every memori tat we shared..
came back into my mind..
the fun times we shared..
the smilez..
the laughters..
i duno y i juz can't do wat everyone ask me to...
maybe it juz takes time..
i m sure it will be gone soon enuf..
i juz have to like keep myself busy..

but i will juz neva forget the tears tat i cried..
juz bcoz i cared..
our friendship got drifted apart..
the more i cared..the more it drifted..
i juz didnt want u to know abt it coz..
i really treasured the friendship tat we shared..
i was not willing to lose a friendship juz bcoz of sumthing small..
i juz wan my fren back..
how i wished i could turn back time..
but will it be worth it even if i do tat..
can i like really stop it from happening..
i dun know..

maybe it was my fault..
i juz couldnt hide it properly..
i let it out bit by bit..
my actions..
spoke a thousand words..
i dun know whether u could juz see tru me..
or got to know it from a fren..

tat msg..
hurt me..
i know hu told u to send tat msg..
i know hu told u to..
it did affected me fren..
i lost my respect of tat friedship tat we build at tat moment..
it was juz too much for me to handle..
i didnt cry..
i juz felt nothing..
i duno y..

enuf!!
i m juz dead!
it is juz closed..
no more..
juz no more..

shit!! i forgot to register with the alumni!!
argh!!
omg..wat the hell...
how..
i neva register sia..
so sad..sob2
haiz nemai leh..
i juz come back for red cross things lor..
smilex!!!

NO TITLE
i've been blaming u
4 everything tat juz went wrong
for all my mistakes tat i won't admit

I'm so sorie, i pity u
b'coz you've done nothing
but you've done sumthing..so sick!!

CHORUS#
wat can i do, 2 really forget u
wat can i do, 2 make u love me
wat can i do, to be held in ur arms
wat can i do, rite now

everytyme tat i
open my eyes
i wished u were by moi side
always protecting me

i've been through the dark
n through the light
but juz noone by moi side
i wished for sum1 to share
joy n pain!!..with me!! yeh

REPEAT CHORUS#

i'm still here wondering
thinking aimlessly
i'm still here wondering
thinking all abt u
i'm still here wondering
thinking wat you're doing
i'm still here wondering
thinking wat to do

REAPEAT CHORUS#
wat can i do..2morow
wat can i do..tonight

tis was my second song for u
it was written on 17may2007
once agn..
its amazing how i went on riting songs..
when i shud have been studying..
juz wished tat i didnt had hopes on u..
if not i wouldn't be regreting it or hurt so much..
thinking of u..
juz make me kill more braincells for no reasons..
i feel sorie for saeing sorie to u..
coz u juz dun deserve tat sorie..
but the main thing is..
i still love u..
n i duno why..
even after tat bloody msg..

LOST IN MY HEART
for the first tyme
i fall in love
its a feeling
i can't explain

does he know
i wished he knew
but yet agn
i wish he dun

CHORUS#
i wanna tell him
tat i love him
but yat agn
i dun wan 2
i wanna forget him
but i juz can't
b'coz i luv him..too much..

is he the guy
i'm looking for
will he be
rite by my side

is he really
the one for me
i wanna know rite now

REPEAT CHORUS #
b'coz i luv him too much(x2)

tis is the first song i wrote juz for u on 12 may 2007
amazing isn't it..
riting for u this song..
was a huge mistake..
i juz feel sad..
coz i feel for u n not another person..

indeed u have hurt me so much..
but still the more u hurt me..
my luv fer u juz grew even stronger...how i wish u were reading tis blog of mine
but in fact..
u dun even know it exists..

heyhey...
i m back to updating my blog!..
change blog skin liao...nice rite...i know..
so emo..
EMO=HOT!!

i tell u i met 7 japanese gals...
but couldnt have realli the time to interact with them deh..
sobsob..
during the camp...i juz went ard stealing everyone's flag lah...
its like so called my job..hehe..

i met hid during campfire..
she super low at tat point of tyme..
coz she came straight after training..
so sad rite..
nemai lah..but she super happy..
coz i gave her a spongebob..
she said she wanted to have a spongebob to hug..

if u love sumbody could it be tis strong
i would fight to win our love will conquer all
wouldnt risk my love..even juz one nite..
our love will stay in my heart..

i wonder how
i wonder why
i wonder where they are
the daes we had songs we shared together..

sumhow during tis two parts...
i juz couldnt help it..the sadness n the memories tat we shared..
i juz felt like breaking down at tat point of tyme..
but i juz acted strong pushing away my tears back..
i juz didn't want u to know..it was u i was crying for..
it was all bcoz of u..

sumhow during one of the parts..
u felt me twin..
i squeezed ur hand..
u juz turned n i saw wat u were feeling at tat same point of tyme..
amazing isn't it..
tat is a reason y..we are fated to meet..
i love u twin..

i hated u coz i loved u..
i loved u coz hated u..
i juz want tis feeling to fade away..
coz it is of no use now..
coz it is juz over btwn us..