12 more practices. and thats all we have to go on stage and perform.
tonight. right now.
i feel the heat. 12 sept is gonna come fast.
and we are far from perfecting what we have.
yes nadhirah. i am worried.
we will perfect it the next practice(:

oh yes. finally i have found the perfect shampoo and conditioner for my hair(:
now i have to start dealing with my face which is filled with blemishes, huge pores, black heads and all of those which is soooo dirtyyy.
i have to start taking care of myself.
i should start jogging to lose weight for the sake of being healthy.
i should eat lesser junk food.

my aim
is to lose weight before the end of 2009. does not matter how much. as long as i shed pounds.
because i believe a healthy lifestyle leads to a healthy body and mind.
I SAY!
hahaha.

okay okay enough rubbish.
nites peeps(:

i never misunderstood u. Dreams and Happiness.

i wish i could be like you.
even after so long, u went through so much as a child, a teen and a young adult.
its amazing how you can put aside everything and just continue smiling in front of us.
yet, i know u are soft. you have this soft spot. i heard of it but i've yet to see it with my very own eyes.
maybe its because i am not close to u.
but i know. you will pull through.
u will have a bright future.
jia you to u!

*please don't bother figuring out who because whom u think it is isnt who i am talking about*

Dream.
I cannot afford to dream.
Because i know when one starts dreaming, one gets greedy and keeps on dreaming for more.
and when one dosen't achieve what one dreamt of, that's when disappointment comes in.
when one is disappointed, everything will seem as if its crushing down. on themselves.
so when one dosen't dream, there will be no room for disappointment.

Happiness.
i hope happiness is not like a ferris wheel.
whereby one second u are at the peak of happiness
and when it goes to the bottom of the wheel,that's when it ends.

call me silly for writing this two paragraphs above.
dun ask me why.
i just felt like writing those things.
anyway. i am still craving for mee rebus.
hahahaha.

okay i'll turn in now. nites peeplings(:

oh my goodness.
i don't know how i could have left my blog empty!

anyway. selamat berpuasa to all muslims(:
jgn puase yok2 ehk! hahaha.

finally this semester drama ended. *phew*
thank god and i am very very happy that...

exams were officially over on thursday for me this semester.
all i can say is i am really nervous about the results.
but yeah. at least i did my best right(;

oh yes. i feel so much better now. much calmer.
after exams. i could finally take a break and relax for a while before resuming into real production rehearsals(:
a breather was all i need to start fresh(:

and now i am back to watching taiwanese/korean/japanese drama's!
i have yet to even complete my season 2 gossip girls.
but i am so hooked up with the drama's.
it reminds me of the reasons why i should continue smiling everyday without fail.
even if something bad happen.(:

okay lah i want to start on a new drama(:
and nick. dun worry the steps are still in my head okay(:
okay nites peeplings(;

p/s: i am sooooo craving for the mee rebus at amk S-11.

happy belated birthday to 4 august twins(:

happy belated birthday to sheila and clare on 7th august(:

finally happy belated birthday to singapore on 9th august(:

yes. i can go kill myself as i have yet to even start studying.
i can't seem to motivate myself.
so, i need hid's hug just to get me started.

i miss her so much can?
all i want right now is to put my mind aside and study.
oh god, why must u always test me during the exam period?
i will go through this.
i will survive this.
i will study.
i will score.(:

i shall turn in and wake up early to study(:
nights peeplings!

time for a lil update.

i miss my life. i miss my friends. i miss everything i had.
if only anyone could understand what i am feeling right now.
oh wells, maybe i should just continue smiling.

20 cent game.
i never want to play that game.
i dun wan to go back there.
i dun want to show who i really am.
please. promise me that i will never be asked to play that game again.

right now. exams are coming up real soon.
i have to push everything aside and clear my mind.
i have to settle some things.
i should do it soon.
or maybe
i shouldnt do it at all.
ah heck! i see how things go.

so yeap. just now was first ever outside performance for dance.

and i now realised how can someone be soooo two-face.
i swear. i am pissed and to you,
you are no longer known to be in my friend list.

i am off to do my articles nights peeps.