Monday, November 30, 2009

do u believe that there is noone born bad in this world?
well i do.
i believe that miscommunication is the reason why they are that way.
its just so sad if we
dun even give them chances to change.
dun limit the number of chances.
be patient and give all that you can give.
allow people to change.
by not giving them chances, we will be the ones to blame if something bad happens.
so come on. share the love peeplings.

im addicted to this song. someone please sing this song(:

crawl-chris brown

[Verse 1]
Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too

So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky

[Chorus]
If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah

[Verse 2]
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my faults
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all

[Chorus]
If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
http://www.elyricsworld.com/crawl_lyrics_chris_brown.html
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah

[Bridge]
Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view

[Chorus]
So we'll crawl (if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no end
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl

So we'll crawl (ooh)
Till we can walk again (till we can walk again)
Then we'll run (we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump (until we're strong enough to jump)
Then we'll fly (then we'll fly)
Until there is no end
So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love



it means something to me. does it mean anything to u?

Friday, November 27, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NURHIDAYAH(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANIF(:
this two names mention above. belongs to a couple(:
amazingly their birthday is just two days apart.
so cool right. can i have my boyfriend have the same birth day as i do?
anyway hope u enjoy ur birthdays okay.
not forgetting happy belated birthday hadi!

so yeah. life's been busy.
with so many things coming.
i dun even have time to stop and blink. LOL
okay exaggerated i know.
but hey. i am trying my best to enjoy this busy life.

oh yes. selamat hari raye haji(:
i hope atuk's alright at home.
i know he misses arwah nenek.
we will see u later k atuk.
i love u alot alot alot(:

okay. nites peeplings and earthlings(:

Saturday, November 21, 2009

sunday is a big day. huge changes will be made.
Mohd Hafiz Bin Hasim will be married man.
He will leave the house to live with his wife.
i will be the only child left living under my parents.
i will have one more room to sleep in if i am scared.
i will not have someone to quarrel with anymore.
i will not have someone picking on me all the time.
amazingly i feel sad and i dun feel excited.
now that he is leaving the house. i am going to be all alone ):
abang can u dun leave?

no matter how annoying u are
i still love u.
hope ur marriage will last forever.
come back often to sleep over.
AND AND PRODUCE CUTE CUTE CHILDREN SO I CAN PLAY WITH THEM *grinsssxsz*
i pray for ur happiness okay(:

loves adek.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i apologise if i have offended anyone in anyway.
its just this days ive been busy.
tired.
and emotionally unstable.

so please dun be offended if i scold u or something.
i will just get annoyed with small little things.


im excited. are u? (:

Sunday, November 15, 2009

its been a week now.
what else can i say?

i miss soundcard. alot alot.
i have not been attending it due to some reasons.
i hate whats happening in school.
i swear.
its just. eff-ed up.
i just wanna bring an rpg to school.
IM KIDDING

btw.
lepaks sessions are fun. everytime you have one.
secrets will be out.
how fun is that?
its no fun if u are the one full of secrets!
bishan, woodlands and toa payoh!

with you guys around, what more can i ask for.
i wish we can stay like this forever.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

cold. blue.
white cloth all over you.
kissing you on the forehead for the last time was the hardest thing to do.
i really wish it wasnt the last time.

at that moment, i wish i had the power to make someone alive again.
i wish you would just wake up and tell me it was all a joke.
yes, i am still the silly little girl whom you always kissed so hard and hug till she couldnt breathe.
yes i still wish that people could come back and never die.
but everyone has to.
she knows.
i know.

saying goodbye to you. was never easy.
whats worst was the smile on your face.
makes it harder for me to say it.
i always dreamt of coming by to surprise you after coming home from work.
i guess that will never happen now.

i am still not okay.
i feel like letting it all out.
but i dun have the rights.
ill just keep it in.
be as normal as i can.

i should start packing up.

2 deaths in a row.
how worst can it get?


Friday, November 6, 2009

its too sudden. its too shocking.
yes, i am devastated.

Mdm fatimah aka burok.
i have always wondered why they called you that.
because i saw photos of u when u were young.
u were hot. just like granddad.
but now you're gone.

leaving granddad alone in the house.
with noone to scold him about drinking sweet drinks and hiding them away.
with noone to quarrel with about the what tv channel to watch.
with noone to shout at when you spend too long in the toilet.
gone. so suddenly.

but i am glad.
i thank Allah that i got to spend some time with u.
i thank Allah that u are gone before granddad because we all know he is independent
and u are very dependent on him.
i thank Allah for blessing me with a family.
i know everyone has to go when their time is up.
i am devastated but i accept the fact. that she has to go.

i feel like crying my heart out. but im keeping it all inside.
all i need now is just to relax and calm down and hugs from all my loved ones.

i know i can do nothing now.
all that matters now are my prayers for her.
thats the only thing that can help her.
i love you nenek.

and

nenek , i'll miss you. forever.