Hanisah Hasim

sorie deh..
yesterdae neber blog..i forgot u see..
hiaz..sian arh..

todae..as usual stay at home n take care of my two nephews...
everything went well but it is damn boring lah...
nothing interesting happen...sad

aniwae..i kept singing tis verse..
pelita..
hatimu disini..
bersama memori..
ku sambut dengan gembira riang dan ceria..

but i juz duno the song man...
so sad rite..haiz sianz..
aniwae...i duno y lah...
but when i heard tat song played on the radio...
automatically every memori tat we shared..
came back into my mind..
the fun times we shared..
the smilez..
the laughters..
i duno y i juz can't do wat everyone ask me to...
maybe it juz takes time..
i m sure it will be gone soon enuf..
i juz have to like keep myself busy..

but i will juz neva forget the tears tat i cried..
juz bcoz i cared..
our friendship got drifted apart..
the more i cared..the more it drifted..
i juz didnt want u to know abt it coz..
i really treasured the friendship tat we shared..
i was not willing to lose a friendship juz bcoz of sumthing small..
i juz wan my fren back..
how i wished i could turn back time..
but will it be worth it even if i do tat..
can i like really stop it from happening..
i dun know..

maybe it was my fault..
i juz couldnt hide it properly..
i let it out bit by bit..
my actions..
spoke a thousand words..
i dun know whether u could juz see tru me..
or got to know it from a fren..

tat msg..
hurt me..
i know hu told u to send tat msg..
i know hu told u to..
it did affected me fren..
i lost my respect of tat friedship tat we build at tat moment..
it was juz too much for me to handle..
i didnt cry..
i juz felt nothing..
i duno y..

enuf!!
i m juz dead!
it is juz closed..
no more..
juz no more..

shit!! i forgot to register with the alumni!!
argh!!
omg..wat the hell...
how..
i neva register sia..
so sad..sob2
haiz nemai leh..
i juz come back for red cross things lor..
smilex!!!