Hanisah Hasim

will anyone ever understand what i am going tru???
will u ever understand...
ill tell u noone will ever understand me..

when i tell u abt sumthing that i am sad abt..
i dun like it when u change the topic coz im still crying at the point of time....
be the shoulder for me to lean on..please
let me cry my heart out..
hug me tight dun ever let me go

and darling i dun give my blog link because..
idun wan u to know abt tis..
i dunw an u to be worried..
u have ur own set of problems and im willing to share that..
my problems are my secrets from u..
im sorie but i have to do tis....

well maybe im losing my focus in life...
i need people to talk to...
maybe i shud go for counselling...
i neeed help..
im aware of it..
but u wans to help?
u reading my post?
i know u said u wan..
but i know u wont...
i know..

i understand how quiet ive been..
how fragile ive been...
but i cant stop it...
ill be happy at a moment...
and sad at the next..
i really hope u understand..

seiously i need hugs rite now...
i need a shoulder to cry on..to lean on..to sleep on...
i need my friends...FRIENDS BESIDE ME NOW..
TO LISTEN TO ME...
LISTEN UP PEOPLE..LISTEN
i need u guys...
i may seem insecure i am i know..
this is because no one understands me...
behind my laughter behind that smile...
noone knows how many liter of tears i hide...
noone freaking cares...
noone...

thx for the memories thx for forgeting me and congrats for finding a replacement of me...
CONGRATULATIONS....
i lost in the game if life..
ill neva ever win in it..