Hanisah Hasim

lie down
close ur eyes
play a sad song as a background..

now
IMAGINE
imagine u
u were lying in a field
an open field where there was nothing
just green grass
u notice
a tree
a huge tree
abt 400 metres away
u slowly get up
u
approach that tree
u den
see a shadow
with every step u took
the shadow became bigger
and then
u saw someone
ur beloved one
say everything u wanna say
and then it just walked away without turning back
it walked away
END
u slowly open ur eyes and stood up


well that was what we were suppose to imagine
the person whom i imagine
i cant imagine her walking away from me
i cried
i couldnt wake up again
while everyone was already up
i was still there
lying on the grounds of e308
i just couldnt let her walk away from me
never
i was chasing her
but
i knew
i had to get up
it wasnt real
so i opened my eyes
sat up with tears flowing down my cheeks
that was the third time i broke down that day
coz she can never understand how much she means to me
never...
though ull never know
i love u mum
i really do
sighs..ur stupid unfilial daughter[hanisah]