Hanisah Hasim

connected protected(:

sometimes i duno what im feeling
okay im such a confused person i know
so please allow me to rant alright(:

aniwae
sometimes you will feel useless
scared and all of those insecurites
that is always there to pull u back
well thats when someone special comes into place
thats when u will find the one
who will help u tru all that shit
the one whom teases u day and nite
the one who can make u laugh and cry at the same time
and yet i still have yet to find the special one

and
how many of those out there have confidence?
do you have confidence? well i dun seem to have
scared of being looked at on stage
the high expectations of ur friends and audience
just gives u a shiver down ur spine aite?
the life of a performer is to be on stage and have fun
i have fun on stage but at the same time
just freaks me out i guess
too self-concious

at times
having to know of what u SHOULD do
what u WANT to do
is two different things
i learn that
u can try doing what u should do
u can turn out to be a great person of what
everyone wants u to be
but you'll just be living ur life as a loser
coz u dun get to do what u want
TRUENESS...
but
i also learn
u can try doing what u WANT to do
high possibilities that you will not succeed
but there is still a possibility isnt it..
true. in life u dun always get what u want
but sometimes what u need is
what others decide for u
let u take u decide ur life
dun let ur life decide on u

some people just get caught in between
they don't know whether to follow the heart
or the mind
i guess
to me its just a balance of both
u work hard
u play hard
but u really have a passion
u want to make it as a source of income
go for it, sure u will succeed if u are sincere
as a friend,
we can never change ur mind
but we can always support u in whatever u do(:
jia you nicki(:
work doubly hard but not OVERHARD(:
hope u get well soon alrite(:

all the time
the opposite gender never understand
they just see a picture of the present
and the past
but never the future
dun they ever think of it?
will they ever be rational?
maybe i am the irrational one
maybe its just me
high expectations i guess
but nah
now
no more
i have something against them
sorry but yeah

but in the end
i know
i will get connected to someone
and protected by that someone
so i'll just keep on smiling(: