Sunday, March 22, 2009

15 march - 22 march
a short period of time
whereby so many things happen.
in my life.

it was the hectic for sure.
but i lasted.
for one whole week of travelling back and forth.
the emotional rollercoaster ride.
the smile, frown, joy, sadness, tears, pain.
everything in one week.

honestly i duno where to start first.
lets start of with camp.
yes. camp was great for me.
with all the people who once watched me grow.
its amazing how fast time flies.
i wish i was back there.
in that same parade square.
doing footdrill.
and having what i thought the most tiring thing ever.
how i wished i had treasure those moments.
i just miss them ):
and yes. i love you seniors(;

during camp.
i had to run back and forth.
to go to stage arts meet ups(:
yes i dun mind.
to do that to be with the loveliest people on earth(:
who accept me for who i am.
sorry i just couldnt turn up on wednesday.
because i break camp at 4pm. =X
and honestly i think i din contribute much.
i am so sorry =X

it was all stage arts then.
memorising bimbotic lines.
research and everything.

sorry soundcard
i couldnt turn up for this weeks training.
because i have my stage arts assessment.
hope you guys understand(:
and i know noone likes me ard.

there are some things that i wanna say
but i cant bring myself to write it down.
maybe i just want to treat as if nothing happen.
as if everything was a lie.
thats what ill do.
maybe just for now.

and yes.
i have something precious back in my life.
months of wait was worth it.
i believe everything happens for a reason
and i believe that this will make our bond stronger.
thank you. (:
and this time round.
ill be there for you.
no matter what happens.
ill be there alright.

and i want to thank my lovely jebon
for being there.
when noone was there.
and i am sorry if i wasnt really there when u needed me.
when u are always there when i needed you.
i will be okay.
i will be.

and to my beloved team A.
thank you. u guys are the best k(:
gd luck for the results k drama peeps(:
this applies to every single one of u both team A and B(:

sometimes i just don't understand why some people.
just have to keep on digging the past back out.
just keep it there can.
ill stay quiet while i still have patience.
u very well know how scary i can get.
so don't try me okay(:

and flirts should just drop and die.
like right now.
for hurting my jebon.
f**king idiot.

ill end it with three
1) patience is a virtue
2) good things come to people who wait
3) and if it is meant for you, it will come back to you.
nites peeplings.

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