promises are meant to be broken.
months back. i lost u. it felt like i lost a limb. unable to do things as i usually did but i carried on with life normally acting as if nothing happen.
if i got u back just to lose u again. id rather not have u back. i don't know. i feel as though i've lost u again and i am tired of the fact that im always the one who goes through shit and tries to make things better. i am sorry. i feel as if people come to me only when they need help. when they are fine in life they carry on happily like nobody's business leaving me aside all alone to clear up the fucking mess.
everytime i feel so sad so upset. i tell myself that i am going to be mean. i try. but i can't its just not me. with all the other people around me who always make things better for me. i can't be mean just because a minority tries to bring me down over and over again. its just not fair.
so fuckers just leave me alone okay. if u want to mess around with people's life mess up others but not me.
because my life is just fine with them around. the ones i love and love me for who i am and not for who/what i can be to them.
okay i am done with rantings.
my heart
di sini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia kudenganmu
pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
di sini syurga kita
bila kita mencintai yang lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if u love somebody could we be this strong
i will fight to win our love will conquer all
wouldn’t risk my love even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart
pernahkah kau menguntai
hari paling indah
ku ukir nama kita berdua
disini surga kita
bila kita mencintai yang lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
bila kita mencintai yang lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
sayang ku akan hilang
if we love somebody could we be this strong
i will fight to win our love will conquer all
wouldn't risk my love even just one night
our love will stay in my heart....
my heart.
oooh
ooooooooooooh
my heart.
oh god i miss singing this song. i miss performing this song. how i wish i had just one last time to perform it. grandly again.
okay off to do soo's insight paper. nites peeplings(:
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