Hanisah Hasim

its too sudden. its too shocking.

yes, i am devastated.

Mdm fatimah aka burok.

i have always wondered why they called you that.

because i saw photos of u when u were young.

u were hot. just like granddad.

but now you're gone.

leaving granddad alone in the house.

with noone to scold him about drinking sweet drinks and hiding them away.

with noone to quarrel with about the what tv channel to watch.

with noone to shout at when you spend too long in the toilet.

gone. so suddenly.

but i am glad.

i thank Allah that i got to spend some time with u.

i thank Allah that u are gone before granddad because we all know he is independent

and u are very dependent on him.

i thank Allah for blessing me with a family.

i know everyone has to go when their time is up.

i am devastated but i accept the fact. that she has to go.

i feel like crying my heart out. but im keeping it all inside.

all i need now is just to relax and calm down and hugs from all my loved ones.

i know i can do nothing now.

all that matters now are my prayers for her.

thats the only thing that can help her.

i love you nenek.

and

nenek , i'll miss you. forever.