Hanisah Hasim

happy hari raya haji(:

today i discovered.

i discovered that watermelon is hard to cut!
randomness i know(:

sometimes i think they deserve this.
deserve being ignored by dad.
because of what they did to mum.
i shall not elaborate.

i feel jealous.
jealous of those whom are close to their cousins.
just like i desire for a perfect family.

when i was younger.
i used to look forward to meet them.
but now.
not anymore.
instead i dread seeing them.
i hate their filthy mouths.
their foolish minds.
their itchy hands.

loans are loans.
10,000 is not little money.
how can you just produce 50 dollars in 8 months?
do you think we are stupid?
argh you just piss me off.

don't ever dare come to dad
whenever you are in need of help
not ever again.
though we will always help you in the past.
past is past.
not any more today.
not any more tomorrow.

i hate you people for using black magic.
just to make my mum suffer.
stupid adults.

at the very least.
i am happy cause today was one of the day.
my family got together.
i love them(:

and you know what.
i've not done my ica.
i better rush now.
take care people.
and i'll draw you a smile(: