so many questions.
so little answers.
i can't reveal the questions.
i can just reveal the answers.
i want to get out of this confusion.
i want to be happy.
hid says if i really do perform
with him
for one last time
i will not be able to forget him
instead
i would miss him more.
why do i always talk about myself
and then go on to him
i don't want to
but my fingers just keep on typing.
i have to get things straightened out.
i have to clear my mind
and now
i keep on counting
i can't help it
but count how long
other people's relationship would last.
i know i shouldn't
i'm sorry.
and you know what.
i feel freaking fat.
seriously. i need to lose it all.
i need to
run
swim
skip
cycle
and do everything i can
just to lose weight.
and after 2 days
i finally realise that
the seniors are really leaving
they won't be with us anymore.
i will miss them):
i will especially miss farhanah's burokness
and anjana's funny aura.
and syidah's "MAMPAT!"
together with sarah's calm expression.
as well as rabia's funny laughter.
oh wells.
wake up nisah!
thats life!
people come people go.
but i am glad that i am part of their life's
even just for a while(:
you don't know what you have till its gone
and i am not gonna make that mistake.
sayang semua(:
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