Hanisah Hasim

because i am a loser
who fails at every attempt i try
but at the very least i know i did try
try to make things right.

because during those attempts
i always felt that
waiting for you is like waiting for rain
rain in a drought
useless and disappointing

from now
i dun care what you wanna call me
just talk to me like u always did
because i hate ignorance
i hate having to keep quiet everytime we met
i have tonnes to tell you

and now i think of you too much
too much till i have difficulties rolling out of bed
too much till my heart hurts
too much till i have difficulties breathing
in short
i think too muchh of you till i fell sick
emotionally, mentally and physically.

and seriously
for those who bother to make your page bigger
or highlight the words or paragraphs above,
i appreciate your concern thank you(:

anyway
let's get to happier things alright(:
today met up with shahidah and DOMINIC!!
been a long time since i saw this junior of mine.
and sorry cadets if i was too fierce
just wanted to get u guys serious(:
i am sure in your heart you guys were like
wth(@%@^%#*!*@#$$%^*&*&*^@^@
yeah u guys get what i mean.
but i am sure u guys found that u guys were more serious(:
so yeah farhan apparently had to go off early
to work so yeah its alright.
ouh and yes cadets
you guys improve by every single training(:
great job darlings(;

thats all i gotta say.
and i feel so much better now
as in it feels good to let it all out
okay my throat is killing me
so nite peeplings(;