happy belated birthday to you.
hope u had a fun an enjoyable time.
i am sorry i din wish you on the day itself.
things are just too awkward.
even after years.
it is still awkward i duno why.
but all the best for Os okay(:
to be honest.
life isnt that good this days.
and i dun feel good about myself.
today a friend gave me a phrase that she believed in
" in order to love others, we have to start from loving ourselves first."
to think of it, its kinda true though.
thx friend.
karaoke-ed with raihana today(:
we were holding two different devices,
trying to start the song at the same time.
so that we could sing together(:
i decided to go one big round
and accompanied her till her train station.
i hope u like the trip to bukit gombak rai(:
so i took from yck-jurong east- tampines(:
to meet lovely shahidah.
we then headed to cvss to watch the cadets train
train for fd com.
hell yeah i miss those all times(:
and yes cadets you guys improve alot. good job(:
like i said before.
when the same thing happens too often,
we won't feel hurt anymore.
its just numb right now.
hard and cold.
and i don't think i need to elaborate.
because all of us know.
noone wanted it to be this way.
nobody did.
and if you could only understand me.
for now
i have the best and loveliest people around me
to be with
to smile with.
and i dun ever wanna cry again.
so nite loves(:
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