i have to get this out of me.
i am almost 18.
when can i have a family?
a close one.
all we have right now.
is miscommunication.
is enemity.
i don't like this
i have been keeping this for 17 years.
and i finally cannot take it
can't we all just settle down
be good
do good
and just take care of nenek.
nenek can't even move.
atuk is no longer here in this world.
can we just cherish what we have.
instead fight for what we want?
whats the bloody point?
in the end. will u bring the money?
bring the glory of fighting with a brother?
ARGHH
i can't take it any longer.
u guys just make me sigh
i get jealous of people with close cousins.
one whole big family.
yes i am thankful for having
mum
dad
abg
kakak
it would be better if we could just get together right.
argh fuck it.
i rather get back to media finance.
thx for making me tear.
my dearest relatives.
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